I want to stay true to my people
I want to keep my heritage
I don't want to stop being a ruski
But these different cultures are not helping
I don't want to lose my russian pride
But my countries actions are appauling
Why can't we leave the USSR
In the past where it belongs
I'm no homophobe
Because I am queer myself
My homeland is not welcoming
To people of my kind
So Russia, I want to be with you
But things really have to change
Let go of our past communism
And let go of that bald twat Vlad
I want to stay true to my people
I want to keep my heritage
I don't want to stop being a ruski
But these different cultures are not helping
I don't want to lose my russian pride
But my countries actions are appauling
Why can't we leave the USSR
In the past where it belongs
I'm no homophobe
Because I am queer myself
My homeland is not welcoming
To people of my kind
So Russia, I want to be with you
But things really have to change
Let go of our past communism
And let go of that bald twat Vlad
Thoughts from a person with depression by ThatLauraYoung, literature
Literature
Thoughts from a person with depression
The sun rises again for another day
These bad thoughts and feelings
Seem to never go away
What's the point of getting out of bed
When it's the same shit all over again
Waking up and being here messes with my head
Why am I on this planet?
There are many more deserving
Of this life, can someone just have it?
I'm useless and worthless
I can never think straight
When my life is so much of a mess
I'm not ungrateful for being here
But I am nothing special
I'm just an ordinary girl
Not going to achieve much at all
And when my mundane existence ceases
No one will remember who I am
I'm just a worthless whore
With nothing to live for.
Hi! I'm Lidiya and I am a 19 year old nursing student from Russia studying in the UK. I write in my free time. Feel free to send me a note, and we can chat, RP or whatever :)
apologies for inconsistency in genres
Apologies for any bad English in my writing, it is not my first language
hello welcome to DA, im winelys11, and its a big pleasure have u here in this wonderful community :3, take care with the hackers 7.7,(ur story are cool someday u can become in a prefessional writer of story's :3 )have a nice day/night